I set my Bible down and tried to just picture the scenario.
A mountain.
A cloud.
The awesome glory of the LORD looking like a devouring flame.
"There they saw the God of Israel." (Ex 24: 10)
My mind started wandering and I couldn't help but ask myself, "If I had seen this, if I had witnessed this, if I had seen the God of Israel, how would my life be different?"
And as that thought just sat there, I couldn't help but have fanciful thoughts of my different, passionate, on-fire life; of course, it would be. How could it not if I had seen the God of Israel?
But quite honestly, I'm not sure how different their lives were. This verse comes before Israel doubts God in the wilderness (multiple times); it comes before the golden calf where they worship an idol and give it credit for their exodus from Egypt. It comes before all of these massive failures in Israel's past. So what makes me think that if I could just see God, then clearly, many of my spiritual struggles would disappear?
Simply seeing God is not enough. Seeing him-- even in all his glory and splendor-- would not be enough to permanently change my life on this Earth. My sin is still too deeply engrained in me and my habits have a fierce grip on me. Oh, if my eyes could behold and retain that image, forever etching it in my mind and my heart, then perhaps-- just maybe-- would I be capable of seeing this permanent change I so deeply desire.
But I must move past the desire to simply see him, and begin to crave experiencing him. I need to feel, taste, know, touch and believe with every fibre of my being that he is a good God. He is who he says he is and he is worthy of every ounce of my trust. I cannot just see him to know that; this level of belief, of faith, comes from experiential knowledge. I must remember the times that I have felt God in tangible ways and have seen his power... like a devouring fire.
Lord, help me to remember.
A mountain.
A cloud.
The awesome glory of the LORD looking like a devouring flame.
"There they saw the God of Israel." (Ex 24: 10)
My mind started wandering and I couldn't help but ask myself, "If I had seen this, if I had witnessed this, if I had seen the God of Israel, how would my life be different?"
And as that thought just sat there, I couldn't help but have fanciful thoughts of my different, passionate, on-fire life; of course, it would be. How could it not if I had seen the God of Israel?
But quite honestly, I'm not sure how different their lives were. This verse comes before Israel doubts God in the wilderness (multiple times); it comes before the golden calf where they worship an idol and give it credit for their exodus from Egypt. It comes before all of these massive failures in Israel's past. So what makes me think that if I could just see God, then clearly, many of my spiritual struggles would disappear?
Simply seeing God is not enough. Seeing him-- even in all his glory and splendor-- would not be enough to permanently change my life on this Earth. My sin is still too deeply engrained in me and my habits have a fierce grip on me. Oh, if my eyes could behold and retain that image, forever etching it in my mind and my heart, then perhaps-- just maybe-- would I be capable of seeing this permanent change I so deeply desire.
But I must move past the desire to simply see him, and begin to crave experiencing him. I need to feel, taste, know, touch and believe with every fibre of my being that he is a good God. He is who he says he is and he is worthy of every ounce of my trust. I cannot just see him to know that; this level of belief, of faith, comes from experiential knowledge. I must remember the times that I have felt God in tangible ways and have seen his power... like a devouring fire.
Lord, help me to remember.